Please RSVP by October 1

In case you haven't noticed, that's tomorrow. So now, all 115 of you haven't done so, don't get to go anymore. I mean seriously, why is that so difficult? We can't do ANYTHING until we have a final guest count. I can't tell the caterer how much food to make, I can't tell the coordinator how many chairs to set up. I can't do it unless you freaking RSVP.

Work today was so awful. They want me to train in the salon for the two weeks before I leave. That's an extra 15 hours on top of the 15 I already get in Pet Care. So what does that mean? That I'm supposed to work 30 hours a week, force everyone to RSVP who won't, and send all the right forms to everyone? Yeah right.

Plus, I'm literally failing my online classes that I took to be able to continue as a student at LB and get financial aid. And that kind of backfires if I fail and go on probation.

Speaking of, I have college apps to fill out this fall, at the exact time I get married! WOOH.

Basically I'm fed up. My bridal shower was freaking awesome yesterday, and I loved it so much. It was so nice, and my future Mother-in-Law's card made me tear up. So did my Mom's gift. Go figure. But aside from all that awesomeness that happened, I now have giant boxes in my already tiny and cluttered room. And Max had to leave for school before the shower was over, so now I have to haul them all to Riverside myself.

And I looked up marriage license info last night. The best news! Almost 100 dollars, and we have to be together Mon-Fri, when Max has school, and whines mercilessly about coming out to Simi!

Oh, but positively, we talked to the Bishop who gave us the low-down on how the ceremony will go. It's really simple and beautiful, except we don't know whether to call Max Max or Jeremy still. We got the okay to write vows, but now I have to write vows. And still no word as to whether all my bridesmaids dresses actually fit, or if they just think that they do when they really don't.

IT'S ALL THE BEST.